Dear god.
Had another strange evening. Myself and fellow workers went for the usual post work drink. All good. Things got better when my secret lover walked in. "Bingo" I thought. That probably means we'll probably sneak off and have one of our nights. Except something unexpected happened. His girlfreind turned up!
I've seen her before but this was the first time I got a proper look. I'm not normally one to toot my own horn but....I'm better looking than she will ever hope to be. I don't get it. He's very, very handsome and well, the two of them look like those couples that you see and don't get why she is with him or vice versa! You know the couples I mean.
It was said that they had split but she was all over him, except he definately was not recipricating.
Dont' get it. My life balance is all out of wack!
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- 2008-07-11 @ 21:08:12
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MarlaSinger
- http://theimportanceofbeing.blog.co.uk
- 2008-07-13 @ 11:13:32
Love the philosophy! Ha! The sheet thing....every 2 weeks. Now I'm paranoid! I think every week is a little excessive. I guess it depends on how many people are in your bed?
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shes probibly a saftey partner, like a child carrys a blanket and feels more secure with it in the room. but doesnt actually have any emotion for it, its an object. If you feel out of balance have a break from it all, just take up and vanish for a week. put it in perspective, break it down, why do you find him attractive? its it sexual is it emotional? do you feel safe around him? do you want more than the current relationship you have with him? etc etc etc, im not stoned yet but feel its going to be a philisophical one tonight
also heres a random question for you, how often do you change your sheets, a mates just asked me and its made me paranoid lol