The Importance of Being.....

In response to:The Imporatnce of Feeling.... Shit

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 12:35:15 +0200

Bless you honey!!!

They can sure as hell pull on those heart strings can't they!!!

Have been leading double life for considerable time and when its great its great, but I'm finding it hard not being able to be with the other one full time!!!! Know its gonna end in tears as if he wanted to be with me full time he wouldn't have married her!!!!

Good luck and take care xx mwahxx

In response to:The Imporatnce of Feeling.... Shit

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 13:46:10 +0200

Hi dear!

Nice stuff... enjoyed reading it! Have a look at my blog. It's brand new so still hasn't much yet. But more to come!

Take care,

JellyHeart

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Sun, 10 Aug 2008 18:43:49 +0200

Ok, I started from the beginning... n all I can say is... don't do it! he wont change, they never do! eek... I need to read more!

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Wed, 06 Aug 2008 17:47:44 +0200

Ooh , that sounds like something that happened to me a couple of weeks ago ;0)
lol

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Wed, 06 Aug 2008 11:53:16 +0200

Hi MS, Fecking swans :-0 You've clearly never got too close to the Black variety! Bad tempered f-ing things I reckon they are on drugs!

Happy stoneing calum.

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Sat, 26 Jul 2008 15:14:53 +0200

Excellent. How ace to read of fulfillment now and again :)

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Thu, 24 Jul 2008 19:53:36 +0200

droogs? what variety? stimulant, opiate, depressant, psychadelic (my personal favourite), hallucinagen ? spill the beans? with not mentioning it your making me think somthing with the texture of sun. is your man any the wiser to all the shenanigans (sorry sounds like youve been having sex with a leprichaun after ive said that.. well i cant un-say it i guess. hmm tis after 6, tis time for callum to be stoned)

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Tue, 15 Jul 2008 00:55:30 +0200

Can only one person take it to the next level by themselves? What have you already chosen?
"Best thing he said was..." doesn't actually change anything by itself no matter how sweet it was to hear....
Maybe the excitement he has brought has shone a light on your longterm relationship.. and that's hard... doesn't strike me it has to be one or the other

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Mon, 14 Jul 2008 19:24:38 +0200

Down a slippery slope?

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Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:48:42 +0200

thanking of god eh? Also what drugs, momma always said never trust a basehead, they would steal your kidney if they knew where to sell it. I have a weed habbit and im serious about it, however i do not have a serious weed habit, if that makes sense? drugs can radically alter a persons perceptions and morality etc. drugs and emotion = dangerous mix. from experience habbitual addictive drug users generally end up like pinballs, they start at the top, bounce off one thing to another, until they hit the bottom and somtimes the go clean through the last ditch attemp of salvation (not in the biblical sense, more the sense of hacking a limb off because of gangrene) philosophy aside, what do you want to do? generally if i dont do what i want to do i get pissed off and regret it. however there are times im glad i didnt, might take a while to realise that however.
thnks for reading my scrawlings :D

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Mon, 14 Jul 2008 15:59:21 +0200

hi hun,no 1,thanks for the invite (my first one yipeeeeeee) and no 2 sounds like the guy is really getting hooked on ya which from what you have said in other posts is not a good thing.Try and get out now while ya can i know what its like chasing the bad boy and being unfortunate enough to catch the f**ker lol.no matter what advice is given to ya do what you think is best for yourself
take care..deise xx

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Sun, 13 Jul 2008 13:56:30 +0200

Maybe your needs were not being met but you feel it's another betrayal to come at it from that angle? I dunno, you might. I think our mental state gets rocked because our beliefs clash with our experience... but it's easy to blame our behaviour instead. I'm glad you're having times of ecstasy :) we all should have them.

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Sun, 13 Jul 2008 11:13:32 +0200

Love the philosophy! Ha! The sheet thing....every 2 weeks. Now I'm paranoid! I think every week is a little excessive. I guess it depends on how many people are in your bed?

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Fri, 11 Jul 2008 21:08:12 +0200

shes probibly a saftey partner, like a child carrys a blanket and feels more secure with it in the room. but doesnt actually have any emotion for it, its an object. If you feel out of balance have a break from it all, just take up and vanish for a week. put it in perspective, break it down, why do you find him attractive? its it sexual is it emotional? do you feel safe around him? do you want more than the current relationship you have with him? etc etc etc, im not stoned yet but feel its going to be a philisophical one tonight :P also heres a random question for you, how often do you change your sheets, a mates just asked me and its made me paranoid lol

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Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:04:29 +0200

Keep an unbrella handy, have you tried dice life? think you might enjoy it. book to read > The dice man by luke rhienhardt

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Thu, 10 Jul 2008 01:49:36 +0200

Sounds like the shit is on its way to the fan. But at least you can write about it!

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